Date:	2007-12-02 00:42
Subject:	Amazing Night
Security:	Public
Mood:	ecstatic

-First Snow Fall
-Daddy’s birthday
-I sang infront of actual people and was comfortable
-both amazing songs :D; Oh holy Night (dedicated to my daddy <3) and “stay” by sugarland and OMG I forgot to dedicate it to Steph, well that was the plan. Im so sorry Steph, EVERYONE READING THIS RIGHT NOW! KNOW THAT “STAY” WILL ALWAYS BE STEPHS SONG! :D <3
-Snow fight with the youngings
-I have a native gf now :p Haha
-Me, Arianna, and Steph got our eyebrows done! :D Yay!
It seriously feels like its the first day of the rest of my life :D
the snow is just amazing and it makes me feel special and happy :p
Snow fall effect :D :p I love this day <3

Date:	2007-11-13 01:50
Subject:	I'm tired
Security:	Public
Mood:	okay

I know its been awhile, but there is a very good reason I don't do it very often.
The drinking thing, my cousin ordered the drinks for me. I said hi to you but you said nothing back so I assumed you were in bed. Im not the best with talking on the phone, Im actully kind of bad at it :p But if thats the only way we'll ever get to talk then I should... You own a house? This weekend has been alot of fun. I love being here. Mum called me this morning and told me that she doesn't want me to come home because there were storms so I get to miss school tomorrow. I miss my brothers so quite a bit, whcih is weird :p I spent more money than I should have this weekend. I baught season 10 of Friends and I'm so excited to watch it. Now all I need is season 1. I'm really tired, I've done too much in the past couple of days to write it all down. so till next time, see ya

Date:	2007-11-11 03:23
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	lonely

Brooklyn is bored. No company. Whole house asleep and I just figured, misery loves company and it was my duty as a human being to share my misery with whoever reads the pointless babblings of Brooklyn Martin. =D I have nothing better to do at 3:25 in the morning; so here I am, preparing myself to write about absolutely nothing at all. And, hey, to humor myself, I will even use punctuation and proper grammar, to the best of my ability of course. I'm on Vancouver Island with my family, having a blast so far. Yesterday we went to Wendy's, Futureshop and the movie store. Today we went to Edgar's basketball game, and a restaurant and the movies. I ordered so many drinks at the bar and have come to the conclusion that buying drinks cost to much money; well, with the money that I'm getting right now, it is. I have also come to the conclusion that I think about stuff in general way too much while drinking, so I think I will just have to resort to other means of intoxicating myself. Uppers. When we got back to my aunty's house we watched this movie called "The Wrong Turn 2." It's about these inbred, cannibals, hill-billy freaks. Oh my, not cool. Now I'm watching Friends so my nerves have calms some what. I don't really enjoy gorey movies, unless it has meaning and purpose. Where the movie involves more than just pretty poor victims running through the chosen setting just to be hacked up repulsively, and in the end only a couple survive. Saw, for example; One of the sickest movies I've ever seen, but apparently the victims had it coming. I'm going to stop talking about what I think about movies. Now, what should I talk about? On thursday I sang in front of a lot a lot of people. It was really nerve wracking and hot and sweaty and scary and ... wonderful. I didn't know I had it in me. Supposedly, there were tears involved. Personally, I don't believe my cousin but the girl sitting directly in front of her was tearing up. Yay, I'm touching. :p No. I don't know. I just still can't believe I did it. Okay, I am literally running out of things to talk about that aren't so personal and I'm afraid that is what I will resort to. So I'm going to get off of here and play some games or something, as pointless as they may be. I hope everyone is sleeping well.

Brooklyn Martin

I’m at school right now and I just got into my English class.
I made the best move I could today. I wanted something and I fought for it. :D
I wanted to drop one of my classes and everyone was telling me I shouldn’t,
So I called my academic advisor and she was like..."drop it... if you dont like it then drop it." Shes so cool

So I dont have to take that stupid, nothing of a class, accounting :D
its just not for me. I can deal with the Bussiness Math and the Bussiness English and the computer courses, but accounting was pushing it. :p SO IM FREEE!!!!! :D
And I get to spend more time with Meg.

megs this really cool girl I met at pride, and shes really easy to talk to. I swear if she wasnt with someone else then I'd ask her out. Well, not now, were friends now. Im not sure if the friends first thing works out so well. But shes cool, and cool to hang out with.

:)

Talk to you later, my teachers back

(ps, phone me)

OMG Im on livejournal
its been awhile :p

I honestly dont even know how I got here...
Im so tired.

I think I was trying to get to facebook...
I always do that. Accidently type livejournal instead.

But its a sign, Im suppose to post something,
and this is it...

IM TIREEEEEED!
Im going to take a nap,
hopefully until I have to leave for canoe practice.

and a certian someone shouldnt forget to phone me
:D


Tata for now
Bm.

Date:	2007-07-10 09:47
Subject:	completely happy
Security:	Public
Mood:	ecstatic

Well Im home now :D
Over all the trip was great
(you konw, now that i've forgoten what the sticky weater was like)
I can focus on the more important things, like being with my family
So happy
Im at work
manning the desk incase someone phones
while our reseptionist is out

Im glad to be home
It was like instant happy
Im no longer depressed becuase
it seems I have people suuronding me

Mum said my counsaler told her never to leave me alone
Thats the worst thing for "people in my shoes"
Or something like that...
But its really true
Im happiest when people are around
and when Im home with the people I love

Its nice.
I got to sleep in my bed :D
Oh nice. I didnt dream *glares*
Every night in Florida
I had a dream

It was so weird
but so nice

Maybe in too deep in sleep
or not deep enough
to dream in my own bed

I wrote two songs while i was down there
Well...finished one and wrote another
im working on the chords with my guitar
its pretty easy
Im getting better at this song writting stuff
and I always ask my brother what he thinks when Im done
He seems to like it

which I never really thought was possible
i didnt think he'd ever be as intrested as he is

I think me and my brother are closer now :D Im so happy
And now we work together
and my sister too
and atleast 2 of my really good friends
and I know the rest of the staff

this summer is going to be amazing :D
and then college

My life is finally starting :D
Im getting my own place
Im going to start looking this weekend
provided vincent gets a job
i'll be out of my house
before the summer ends :D

Oh god, Im rambling
and I should get back to work :p

Tata,
(missed you)
Bm.

I wish I were home
I wish I could sleep in my own bed

And HOLY Humid bat man
I dont like Florida all that much
its like... sweat fest
and eww
and ... LINES SUCK

Disney world isnt all its cracked up to be

But Im having fun with my brothers and parents
:D Im glad this happened, Im glad my parents didnt split up
Im glad about alot of things

Bears having a blast
You can see the constant happiness in his eyes
You know...when hes not crabby, tired or hungry
:D

Well, I really hope to talk to you soon
because I want to get out of here

But...tata, Bm.

Date:	2007-06-30 11:56
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	weird

Im ok I guess
not in the best place
being depressed
thinking too much

back to old times I guess

Umm... Prom yesterday was fantastic
Krystal was there (oh my god, still georgous)
I just found out shes stright, which makes me sad
because she use to be Bi... how can you change?
well, whatever. I dont need drama love right now
Single and loving it

Hmm... yeah. Im moving out this summer
My own place, with Vincent :D
I could use a girlfriend then
It would be way easier
Plus, college, Im goign to meet new people there
Im so excited :D

going to edmonton at the end of summer
with...you guessed it, VINCENT! :D
He has his friend Kylie out there
and I have a few friends of my own :D
Its going to be sweet
and I can drink and smoke and do whatever the fuck I want

Leaving for Florida tomarrow
:D Disney world here I come
Momes going to buy me some Camels (so good) Oh...smokes btw
not a real spitting camel because that would just be hard
to get across the border
:p
Gone for a week
come back work


yeah... Bye now

Date:	2007-06-15 16:14
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

YUS!
last day of high school ever

:D

it was a sad day I must say
Lots of hugs, few tears


and its summer soon!

two exams
easy exams
the end is near!

WOOT

oh and I heard this thing today
an earth quake is suppose to happen
next friday at 7 o'clock
so says a phsycic (who has been
right about an earthquake in Seatle)

It would suck if I finally graduate
and die in an earth quake

Is there no irony in that?

FK!
:p

Date:	2007-06-10 13:51
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

Good
lazy
days


I could not wish for a more perfect day

Friday was janelles party, after that me chloe and vince hung out
saturday we did nothing, me and vince doing nothing together
today Parents are working, bear is playing, alvins gone out and vince is still asleep


Good times

WHOOOO last week of school
and then one day of exams

Im extatic right about now

Tata. Bm.

Date:	2007-06-07 22:48
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

GAH
ok...the general party/cerimony
was fantastic

But Lauren
Before we sang
totally forgot to turn on her mic
and yeah, I sang half the song
and we both didnt even realize it was off
Im so glad that she turned it on before the harmony
verse we made up
*phew*
But still. ;P
I felt so bad for her

and I sang the song
i sang by myself
"good riddance/time of your life*
Way too low, the karaoke version we found
was for a man ... :p

I couldnt find that gals note
and yeah...didnt sound bad
but it wasnt fantastic

:D but everyone there was extreamly supportive and
i got a huge applause

and now Im exhausted.
Im off to bed:D
Night

<3

wish you were there too

Date:	2007-06-07 15:38
Subject:	scared excited =D
Security:	Public
Mood:	ecstatic

:) Your always so positive, thats what I love about you. And as for me... :p totally not emo anymore. Im being positve and go go gettem and.. yeah :p Kind of nervous. Me and lauren went over it today and it sounds pretty good :D Im happy. If I can I'll record it and maybe (just maybe) send it to you :P oh man...Im being emoitcon happy again arent i?
oh and I got mum to email my stupid ass teacher about that test i was worring about saying that I couldnt come in today because I have to help with sounds set up for tonight and its almost four and the damn thing starts at 530 and Im going nuts. The phone is ringing off the hook. All my friends are phoning and I dont know why so Im inviting them :D and yeah everyones going to be there *bits nails*
ahh, I better go.
Talk to you later. Bm.

Date:	2007-06-07 00:44
Subject:	Hmm...bad-ish day
Security:	Public
Mood:	worried

I had a lousy day
well yesterday I guess
Its 12 45 and yeah... the next day
But what can I say
I have to stay up and cram
stuff about a book that I was suppose to read
I avoided teh test twice
and the teacher is going to make me write it tomarrow :(
Im so stuid... I cant do this
So after english I cried and yeah... of course
everyone in the room stoped to look at me
and of course everyone knew I was crying
and worried and I hated it
I jsut wanted to stay and do the grad show
but I wanted to run away at the same time
then after school I had therapy
Woopie *major sarcasim*
I love me and janes sessions
but I just didnt want to be there this time
so I sat, didnt talk, cried a bit more
then it was over

Hmm...*sighs*
I came home and slept
Woke up
went to save on foods
walked the whole way in the rain
came home
slept some more
now I cant sleep
so I came online

and yeah... I have to sing at the squamish grad
I've been trying to get a karaoke
for time of your life

I couldnt find any...well I found one
but it has a stupid flute in the background
"guiding" me as if I dont know the notes

Im way too nervous to play my guitar as originally planned
I havent been playing that long, Scared...
Yeah...


Scedual for tomarrow:
1 go to school extreamly tired
2 bomb english test
3 squmaish grad (still tired)
4 sing... well I guess IM excited about this bit
me and lauren are going to sing "counting the ways" written by
my fabulos teacher Mrs. Polsky

Yeah... ok, I can do this.
Besides bombing the test teh day'll be ok
and a fail is definitally better than not trying at all
:p

Well I feel a bit better after ranting
all of my woes dont seem so big

anywho...bed I go
hope your sleeping well
tata. Bm.

oh yeah, I replyed to your reply
on the last entry

Yesterdays show was amazing
The bands rocked, our choirs sang awsomely-like!
And my solo didnt crash and burn =D
Afterwards Celina and I and Julie and her boyfriend Thomas
went to Boston Pizza and me and Julie split nochos
Yummay!
Anyways, that was my night... :D
Tata bm.

Anyway... Im being forced to write this
no idea what to say
life is good
9 days of school left =D
8 days untill the grad show
which, by the way is going to be hilarious
What is grad show you ask?
Well...its a show performed by the drama class (which I happen to be appart of) and we make fun of all the grads this year and oh my god it couldnt get any funnier
i was pissing myself in class laughing
One of my roles I play my brother
and hes all G'd out gangster and stuff
and oh my god its so much fun to make fun of him
:D Im so excited
Im playing at my grad
first time I've sung infront of a crowd by myself
but of couse the only person who reads this
already knows that
and yeah... what else?
I cant think of anything else to say
...

...

*plays with thumbs*

Ok bye i think

Date:	2007-04-01 00:33
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

one funny thing to submit :p
so me and cheyenne hang out every single day
what else would you expect from best friends?

Her mom thinks Im trying to convert her to lesbianism
Cheyenne asked her mom if she could come over and download the billions of cds I bought today onto her ipod
So her mom asks "why do you guys hang out so much"
"were best friends mom, thats what best friends do"
And cheyennes cousins just moved in so while everyone in the house hold was in the living room
cheyennes mom blurts out "so is she your girlfriend or something"
right out loud, infront of everyone :p

So I went over around 10:30 just to hang out
and the looks I got man, I couldnt help but laugh
it was fucking hilarious
These young children
and the things they'd ask
"cheyenne, do you kiss her?"
"do you guys eat together and date?"

I was walking down the hallway to cheyennes moms room (computer location)
her "aunt" was comming out of the childrens room across the hall
and she stepped back like I was an alian or something
it was pretty akward
Some natives dont know how to handle my kind :p its funny

OMFG...it was the best
well the worst :p but the best

anyway...tata

Date:	2007-04-01 00:29
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

oh man
the days just get better and better
I dont know how to express how happy i am about life right now
it just seems as though doors have opened and they continue opening
Im completely grateful

I cant wait for the summer
I cant wait to see the world
I cant wait to get my life started
to live on my own
to do what I want
to go to school and take
the courses I want

Sorry if this is making some of you puke in your mouth a little
Im just a tad bit happy

well, Im off to read and maybe write
and sleep. and sleep :D

TAta~

Date:	2007-03-30 11:51
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy

I had a spare this morning :p
I got to sleep in, it was amazing
but im incredibally tired now
I missed earth science on purpose
just so I dont have to do the rain test
I mean, I didnt bother to pay attention
IT fucking rain for god sakes
Lol
But I have a spare next and then english last
so I might as well go at 140 and finish the day off
I might go to the beach right now
seeing as how there is no one to talk to and
I've got my life to piss away while no ones around
Last night was sooo busy, after I did all
the stuff I said I did, I went home and ate
and then my mom rushed like...how many people
There was me, kayla, cheyenne, alvin, forrest, eli and bo
in the fricken truck, plus my mom
It was soooo fucking funny, I couldnt feel my feet
when I got out because all the people in the back seat
were cutting off the circulation to my legs! :p
and kayla layed on top of the 4 of us in the back seat
But once we got in the van (big van) it was all good
on the way back from the pool, darell and nick brought some alcohol
and me kayla and cheyenne joined in :p
I was feeling pretty good by the time we got back to north van
nick me sheyenne and alvin all went to the field and went home
after wards
During the night cheyenne snuck in my back door
and did fuck all till like 4 in the morning
it was so fucking funny though, I dont know what we were laughing about anymore
Im suprised my mom and dad didnt wake up
when she left I played sudoko and read my book with my brohter
he played sudoko and we'd alternate
hes so fucking fast at those, like..fricken genius
I dont know how he does it, hes got that teqnicall math mind going on
Im pretty fast at it but not as fast as him. hes better than me at math,
although Im pretty good :p
anyfuck, I've been rambling about absolutly nothing because
I have nothing better to do.
Im going to the beach now
Talk to you later?
Bm.

Date:	2007-03-29 08:28
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah

Gah woke up at 6
procrastinated till 7 got up and left
its so hard getting up these days
I have no more iron pills
and hello...anemic
It sucks
I have to go see the doctor soon

I have to preform my scene today in drama
Not looking forward to that at all...
Well I kind of am, I love doing it
except...infront of people *bites finger nails*

in jazz today were learning the steps for "big band sing"
OH MY JESUS! the musical is like... only 10 weeks away
My teacher is so stressed
She yelled at me today, I almost cried
I got all red no doubt
it sucked, so now my day has started off sort of meh

and after school I go to yoga
and braithway center
from there canoe practice

and at the end of the day
I'll be the one passed out on the steps of my door
*GROANS* I have a very long day ahead of me

Anyways, I hope you all have a great day
Tata~
Bm.

Date:	2007-03-28 11:05
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy

woke up late

Stayed home, big head ache

still at home

cheyenne-o my piano'll be up to pick me up in a few

then we'll screw around north van untill next block and lunch are over

Skateboarding and ciggys ... yum, good times, good times.

its going to be a good day, I can feel it :D

Plus I've got that thinger tonight

where I go to Cheers and my soccer team

Is joined by all the other soccer teams in our age bracket in my league

and we all eat our faces off and it'll be bloody fantastic

It is... my last *tear* year after all

Gah, Im getting too old

No more soccer, no more school...what next?

No more parents rules!?! :D

Is that a good thing? or a bad thing?

HO-huM? I geuss I better go fix my hair

Since bed hair isnt the style these days :p

my hair in the back is like... amazing

all over the place. I think it looks sexy, but others might not

LOL jk, its a complete mess


anyhooters, tata~ Have a good day
Live long, please dont prosper
we have enough people in the world
BM.